生活随记_650字

时间:2013-07-11 22:26:24

  一盏孤寂的灯,摇曳了谁的灵魂

  我渴望我能像小学生一样无忧无虑,渴望我能烈日下奔跑,期望我能在暑假吹着空调看电影!

  我憧憬我的生活能没有烦恼,对他人的嘲笑我能一笑置之,我走在地上,别人又说我为了钱,我没为了什么只为我自己高兴。

  我不是一个大度的人,对一切很微妙的东西都很在意,偶尔会空穴来风自己瞎想他们是不是又在说我坏话了!我突然很害怕,害怕身边的一切,我害怕我会失去他们,可是我又不能很好的和他们相处。到这里你别看了,我害怕写下去了,我怕你也会讨厌我,我怕你知道我的内心。

  又是高考季的结束,跟我有关系吗?可笑,我一个在职校的学生,这种考试我是没有机会参与了,就算参与了又能怎样。有结果吗?你说你有意思吗?你还在看!你竟然都看到这里了,那你就继续看完,看不完我会又会觉得我是不是真的有那么失败,本来就写不好的文章都没有人愿意看!

  我一直在用第一人称,我希望我的独白能引起你的右脑对我的文章恋恋不忘,你是不是觉得我做人失败,你是不是想同情我?收起你那惺惺作态的心态,别让我觉得我一文不值,求你让我觉得我还有点价值吧!你是不是又在嘲笑我,你别笑了,我不坚强,一点小事情就能让我一振不阙。我是不是很没有用?

  我感觉我站在分隔岛上,没有方向,不想回家,不想去面对现实。都说上帝关了你一扇窗,就会给你敞亮另一扇窗!上帝他关了我的“交际窗”怎么没有给我打开另一扇窗!难道说上帝也觉得我没有用。那我到底是为了什么来到这里的?

  呵呵,外面下起的大雨,俞下俞大。真的是上帝在可怜我了吗?

  我很失败,也许我该找个没有人的地方好好的反省一下,那样我可能会得到反省后的解脱!你说有没有用?可能吧!

高一:王帅

英文版:

Whose soul is swaying by a lonely lamp

I am eager that I can be as carefree as a primary school student. I am eager that I can run in the hot sun. I hope I can watch movies with air conditioning in the summer vacation!

I look forward to my life can not worry, I can laugh off the ridicule of others, I walk on the ground, others say I am for money, I am not for what, just happy for myself.

I'm not a magnanimous person. I care about all the subtle things. Sometimes I think that they are talking ill of me again! I am suddenly very afraid, afraid of everything around me, I am afraid I will lose them, but I can not get along with them very well. Don't look here. I'm afraid to write down. I'm afraid you will hate me. I'm afraid you know my heart.

It's the end of college entrance examination season again. Does it have anything to do with me? Ridiculous, I am a student in a vocational school, I have no chance to participate in this exam, even if I participate in it, how can I. Any results? Do you think you're interesting? You're still watching! You even see here, then you continue to read it. If you can't finish it, I will think whether I really failed, and no one would like to read the articles that were not well written!

I've been using the first person all the time. I hope my monologue can arouse your right brain's attachment to my articles. Do you think I'm a failure? Do you want to sympathize with me? Put away your pretentious attitude, don't let me think I'm worthless, please let me think I'm worth something! Are you laughing at me again? Don't laugh. I'm not strong. A little thing can make me shake up. Am I useless?

I feel like I'm standing on the island, no direction, don't want to go home, don't want to face the reality. It is said that if God closes one window, it will open another window for you! God, he closed my "communication window" and didn't open another window for me! Does God think I'm useless. So what on earth am I here for?

Hehe, it's raining hard outside, Yu Xiayu is big. Is God really pitying me?

I may not find a place to reflect on my failure! Is it useful? Maybe.

Senior one: Wang Shuai