Whose soul is swaying by a lonely lamp
I am eager that I can be as carefree as a primary school student. I am eager that I can run in the hot sun. I hope I can watch movies with air conditioning in the summer vacation!
I look forward to my life can not worry, I can laugh off the ridicule of others, I walk on the ground, others say I am for money, I am not for what, just happy for myself.
I'm not a magnanimous person. I care about all the subtle things. Sometimes I think that they are talking ill of me again! I am suddenly very afraid, afraid of everything around me, I am afraid I will lose them, but I can not get along with them very well. Don't look here. I'm afraid to write down. I'm afraid you will hate me. I'm afraid you know my heart.
It's the end of college entrance examination season again. Does it have anything to do with me? Ridiculous, I am a student in a vocational school, I have no chance to participate in this exam, even if I participate in it, how can I. Any results? Do you think you're interesting? You're still watching! You even see here, then you continue to read it. If you can't finish it, I will think whether I really failed, and no one would like to read the articles that were not well written!
I've been using the first person all the time. I hope my monologue can arouse your right brain's attachment to my articles. Do you think I'm a failure? Do you want to sympathize with me? Put away your pretentious attitude, don't let me think I'm worthless, please let me think I'm worth something! Are you laughing at me again? Don't laugh. I'm not strong. A little thing can make me shake up. Am I useless?
I feel like I'm standing on the island, no direction, don't want to go home, don't want to face the reality. It is said that if God closes one window, it will open another window for you! God, he closed my "communication window" and didn't open another window for me! Does God think I'm useless. So what on earth am I here for?
Hehe, it's raining hard outside, Yu Xiayu is big. Is God really pitying me?
I may not find a place to reflect on my failure! Is it useful? Maybe.
Senior one: Wang Shuai