The passage of time has brought my wonderful childhood into the stream of time like a river. The disappearance of childhood, followed by the worry of my growth, which quietly invades my happiness, makes me more and more unable to see myself.
Entering high school life, farewell to the middle school era, but by contrast, junior high school students' psychology is full of worries, everything in primary school has become the past, leaving only memories. The subjects in junior high school are twice as many as before, and the time after class is getting smaller and smaller, but the pressure is increasing. Sometimes, because of a small problem; an unpleasant thing; a small setback and so on will bring me great trouble. However, what bothers me most is the goal and pressure that my parents set for me.
I remember one time, I happily took 91% of the examination paper home, thought it would be in exchange for the praise of my parents. When I returned home to take the examination paper to my parents, I was full of expectation for their praise. However, when they saw the bright red score of 91%, they did not have a trace of joy on their faces. Instead, they said to me, why didn't they get more than 95%? I heard the harsh reply, and the excitement in my heart immediately disappeared, leaving behind only the deep sadness. I lowered my head, took the test paper back in frustration, and walked into the room disappointed. But they don't know my heart is bleeding, they only know to set a higher goal for me, and always tell me how good other people's children do in the exam.
Now I am like a bird in a cage, can not fly out, can only look at the blue sky. But I sincerely say to you: junior high school students are in puberty, full of contradictions and worries, and this trouble always haunts me like a devil, constraining me, making me more and more unhappy and unable to see myself clearly. But I am eager to find the former happy, carefree self, without too much trouble. I hope that you can understand me and understand my inner thoughts, so that I can no longer be constrained by troubles; I hope you can appropriately reduce the requirements on me, so that I can relax; I hope you will not always tell me about other people's children in front of me, whenever you mention it, my heart is bleeding; I hope you This may be able to reduce some troubles for me, can be a little bit back to the past happy self. I hope you can understand now that what I need is not the first, but a happy youth. However, my achievements will not disappoint you, and will still be superior. Please don't worry.
Let's cherish this troubled and contradictory youth. Even if there is a little defect, we should not let this youth become an eternal regret.