爱情至上(五)_1500字

时间:2015-09-02 12:09:24

  (五)爱如烟起烟灭

  郑宇天说,“你知道那个时候为什么我一眼就看出你是广东人吗?广东女子大多都脸色腊黄,但表情温暖。那天你穿着纯棉T恤,瘦的仔裤,头发扎起来,带着如遇故人的兴奋一路狂奔而来,脸上还有热烈气味的汗珠,我竟以为是冲我而来的。好久没有这种感觉了,在上海我遇到的每一个人都表情冰冷,像腊制人像,神情一致,内心虚空。”-

  “是的。我在上海遇到的也都这样,除了你。”-

  玉如说着,把脸埋进了宇天的掌心内。他的手指带着淡淡的清香纯净的烟草味,她迷恋这种味道,恰似于对情爱的迷醉。-

  情爱何味何形?就像在指间萦绕的香烟。虚无飘渺。其味道、其痕迹,每个人都只能凭着灵敏的嗅觉去寻觅,热烈时丰盛醇净馥郁芳香,让人迷恋。消退时,便飘散于空气间,无色无形无处可寻。-

  爱如烟,烟如爱。-

  世间只有爱才可以前赴后继地与尘世恒久交会,正如只有烟才能以沉着淡定的姿态与健康对峙。享受孤独的高贵。-

  爱情,有时候何尝不就是一件寂寞的事。-

  他过于洁净,只有手上的烟草味是他存在的证明。她疯狂地迷恋着这手指关节中隐匿的毒素,喜欢把脸埋在他的掌心中,去感受那独特的烟味。像一种虔诚的膜拜。-

  她知道她在爱。很爱。-

  但这种爱又不能给予她安全感。他是个受女性欢迎的男子,虽然洁身自好却无法刻意与那些妖艳的陌生女子保持更远的距离。有时候与他接吻拥抱,她灵敏的鼻子会闻到停留在他身上的异样香水味,让她失神落魄。-

  那时,她只是个执拗天真的女子,敏感脆弱。-

  事实上,他们之间也存在着一道无法逾越不可忽视的鸿沟。他出身良好,有名校学历,家境优越。他们生活轨迹迥异。一个人的生长环境往往决定他的性格与偏好,因此,他们爱好不同,圈子截然,根本南辕北辙。-

  但她仍然努力在爱。-

  爱情,应该是盲目的,因此永久。-

  她对天心说,“如果不能用敞开的姿态去迎合爱情,那只能以沉默来包容它。沉默也是勇敢。”-

  知道吗,爱他,需要勇气。

  玉如告诉自己。-

  他喜欢她身上的母性气质,温暖安全。

  当两人静默相对的时候,他总被她身上那种与其他女子不同的恬静清淡气质所深深吸引。记得2005年十月一日的夜晚。窗外的烟火迅速升腾到至高点,突然爆破,照进窗里来。一片灿烂映亮了人的脸。他看着她,这个淡薄的女子,清透的眼神,柔和的面孔,桃心领口露出瘦削性感的琐骨,映衬着繁花般妖媚的烟火背景,叫人惊艳,独特芬芳。-

  但他们之间却没有变得灿烂丰盛。-

  很多时候,他们的交流都变成了只是他一个人的诉说。每次都是他在喃喃自语,像独自站在舞台中央的孤独的讲演者,对着一束洁白的光柱全神贯注,孜孜不倦地说话,一直这样寂寞地说话。对方只是一个聆听者,而非交流者。得不到梦寐以求的共鸣回应。-

  “玉如,有时候我像站在你的生命之外看你。不知道你在想什么,要什么。”

  我要的你还不知道么?-

  她对人总是欠缺热情,不喜欢与人刻意靠近。在爱情的角力当中,是需要双方付出以求平衡的,否则不能长久应对。爱情不是谈判,没有统一的底线,讲求的只是彼此和谐的感觉,当爱谈至疲惫桎梏的境地,再无法牵强附会,唯有忍痛放手。-

  玉如狠狠地哭了半年。哭泣,是因为爱情的无力感,来得迅速去得急速,让人来不及挽留。此后,她便把自己封闭在一个小而暗的世界里,更加低调隐循,像被禁固在堡垒等待拯救的忧郁的公主。-

  爱上斜襟盘扣高领修身旗袍的中国公主。-

  整整两年。

初一:悯馨

英文版:

(5) love goes out like smoke

Zheng Yutian said, "do you know why I knew you were Cantonese at that time? Most of the women in Guangdong are yellow, but their expressions are warm. That day, you were wearing a cotton T-shirt, thin pants, hair tied up, with the excitement of meeting an old friend all the way, with sweat on your face. I thought it was for me. I haven't felt like this for a long time. Everyone I met in Shanghai has a cold expression, like a wax Figurine, with the same expression and empty heart. " -

"Yes. It's the same thing I met in Shanghai, except for you. " -

Yu Ru said and buried his face in the palm of Yutian. His fingers have a faint fragrance, pure tobacco flavor, she is infatuated with this flavor, just like the infatuation of love. -

What is love like? It's like a cigarette in your fingers. aeriality. Its taste, its traces, everyone can only with a sensitive sense of smell to find, warm when rich, mellow, fragrant, let people infatuated. When it subsides, it floats in the air, colorless, invisible and nowhere to be found. -

Love like smoke, smoke like love. -

Only love in the world can meet with the world for a long time, just as only smoke can confront health with calm and calm attitude. Enjoy the dignity of solitude. -

Love, sometimes it is a lonely thing. -

He is too clean, only the smell of tobacco on his hands is the proof of his existence. She is crazy about the toxin hidden in the joints of her fingers. She likes to bury her face in his palm to feel the unique smell of smoke. Like a kind of devout worship. -

She knew she was in love. I love it. -

But this love does not give her a sense of security. He is a man who is popular with women. Although he is clean, he can't keep a further distance from those charming and strange women. Sometimes he kissed and hugged her, and her sensitive nose would smell the peculiar perfume on him. -

At that time, she was just a stubborn and naive woman, sensitive and fragile. -

In fact, there is a gap between them that can not be ignored. He was born in a good family with a well-known school education. Their lives are very different. A person's growth environment often determines his personality and preference. Therefore, their hobbies are different, and their circle is completely different. -

But she's still trying to love. -

Love, should be blind, therefore forever. -

She said to Tianxin, "if you can't cater to love with an open attitude, you can only tolerate it with silence. Silence is also brave. " -

You know, it takes courage to love him.

Yuru told herself. -

He liked the motherhood in her, warm and safe.

When two people are silent, he is always attracted by her quiet and light temperament which is different from other women. Remember the night of October 1st, 2005. The fireworks outside the window rose rapidly to the highest point and burst suddenly, shining into the window. A brilliant reflection of the face. He looked at her, this thin woman, clear eyes, soft face, peach heart collar showing thin sexy trivial bones, against the background of fireworks like flowers, amazing, unique fragrance. -

But they did not become brilliant between them. -

Most of the time, their communication has become just his own voice. Every time, he was murmuring to himself, like a lonely speaker standing alone in the middle of the stage, concentrating on a white beam of light, talking tirelessly, and always speaking so lonely. The other person is just a listener, not a communicator. There's no sympathetic response that you've always wanted. -

"Sometimes you stand beside me like my life. I don't know what you're thinking and what you want. "

Don't you know what I want? -

She is always lack of enthusiasm for people, do not like to deliberately close to people. In the love struggle, it needs both sides to pay in order to balance, otherwise it can't be dealt with for a long time. Love is not a negotiation, there is no unified bottom line, but only the feeling of mutual harmony. When love talks to the tired and shackled situation, it can't be farfetched any more, and the only way to let go is to bear the pain and let go. -

Yuru cried hard for half a year. Crying, because of the powerlessness of love, come and go quickly, so that people have no time to retain. Since then, she has closed herself in a small and dark world, more low-key hidden, like a forbidden fortress waiting for rescue of the melancholy princess. -

Chinese princess who fell in love with cheongsam with oblique lapel and high collar. -

Two years.

First day of junior high school: Min Xin